"tired of christianity calvinist"
So people are getting here through this search. More than once.
So I thought, "Okay, I'll bite," and I put that in my search engine and smoked it.
I ended up in two interesting places and thought I link them both here. Both are from guys angry with Calvinists. One is not a Calvinist, the other is. I'm linking them for myself, and also for anyone who would like to critique either link.